Happiness is like a butterfly which, when pursued, is always beyond our grasp, but, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you.
~Nathaniel Hawthorne
I found this quote today and I thought that it was really beautiful! I have been thinking about happiness and what makes me happy. Here's what I have come up with so far....
Laughing cheddar & sour cream ruffles family low carb Monster staying up late [when I know I can sleep in] Licorice Nibs TuRqUoIsE newborn babies jewlery my AWESOME friends! sunday naps music helping someone in need cuddling ;] photography "homeboy" being in the arms of the one you love SHOES! Singing! smiling til my face hurts Chick Flicks dancing like no one is watching.[even when they are!] movie nights Sunsets KiSsInG! Dating Sledding at midnight flowers "just 'cause" the beach! Cell Phones Bon Fires Swimming! Song Lyrics writing in my journal Picnics BBQ Pizza
My Mom's homemade wheat bread! Delish! SuNsHiNe Facebook SuMmErTiMe Waterfalls falling in love Hugs! Hiking
My Faith!
My Father in Heaven & His son Jesus Christ!
That's just what came to mind, but the list could go on and on.
So uplifting and some of the messages are so powerful! So here are a few of my favorites!
Mainstay-Where your heart belongs
You lost yourself in finding out the wonders of the world will let you down You gave yourself to those who never cared about your soul They only cared for their own It seems everyone has left you
You're not alone, I hear you call And I've been waiting her for you through it all You're not alone, come to the cross And let me show you where your heart belongs
You've been down the darkest roads and you know just how it feels to lose your hope But don't give up on everything when everyone has given up on you And it feels like everyone has left you
I will never leave you, come back to my open arms To the only love you need
You're not alone, I hear you call And I've been waiting her for you through it all You're not alone, come to the cross And let me show you where your heart belongs You're not alone, you're not alone, you're not alone.
Mainstay!!! "Each time that you fall, you're just becoming who you are"
I Told You So. Carrie Underwood & Randy Travis {makes me want to cry every time!}
Everything You're Not. Demi Lovato And I am done with your twisted symphony "The words that had me sound like stolen poetry I tore the pages and I can finally breathe." ♥
So if you know me, you know that I have an unhealthy addiction to this stupid show! Every season i get sucked back in.
Well here is our man..
Meet Jake.
Southern gentleman from Texas. Is a pilot. Claims he doesn't get second dates {although I have no idea how that is even possible.} Adorable accent and Heaven knows that I am a sucker for dimples!! ;]
Meet my top 2 girls that I think will make it all the way to the end.
Ali Cute girl {although I have to admit that that picture doesn't do her justice.} Seems down to earth has her head on straight seems to be there for love
Tenley
Sweet. Seems to know what it takes to make a relationship work Seems to have good values. Also is there for love & BONUS:Got 1st impression rose!
So what do you think? Am I right about Ali and Tenley making it to the end? Who would your picks be? And is anyone else out there even watching this mess of a show?
Nothing too big happened this month. Mostly just went to church and hung out with my awesome friends.
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February
Met my best friend Dustin!
Dustin taught me so much about who I am, and what I really want out of life. He taught me to be honest about what I want. To not be afraid to say it like it is, and to express myself. He has been such a huge blessing in my life, and I will forever be grateful for him! ...............
March
I struggled with learning to love someone for the first time since Loral. The hardest part was knowing what I felt for someone was the most real thing I have felt in a really really long time, and knowing that he didn't feel the same way about me. ...............
April
I turned the big 22. I went to P.F. Changs again! My favorite. And it's been a 3 year tradition to go on my B-Day.
Went to WICKED with the Lybberts!! It was amazing!
I Moved to Orem! Woot woot. Roomed with my best bud and favorite cousin Bridgette. (I call her my Fruzin) ..............
May
Loved living in an apartment on my own. I thrive in my own space. Had so much fun with "Dridgette" staying up until the wee hours of the morning busting a gut after singing Saturday's Warrior at the top of our lungs. Classic! Struggled a lot with my new ward. I didn't have any friends in my new ward or in Orem. If you know me, you know that I need to be surrounded by my friends. I stopped caring so much about the church. I was selfish and just wanted to do whatever I wanted. Oh boy was I humbled... LOL ...............
June
This month was the start of a very long journey through Hell and back. First I broke my foot. [Big suprise there huh?] Then I got pulled over and got a ticket for my registration being expired. (oops) I lost my cell phone at a rodeo. And the very next day I got sick. Like hit in the face by a Mac Truck, sick. ................
July
Spent the whole first week of July sick. Couldn't even get out of bed.
Spent a week in a luxurious spa.... Oh wait... that wasn't a spa. It was the hospital. (I really must have been on drugs. LOL) Almost died a couple of times, that was uimmm... fun? NOT!
*** But I learned more about myself than I have ever learned through any other experience. *** I learned so much about the Atonement and about the power of the priesthood. I will cherish those experiences for the rest of my life.
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August Moved in with my sister in Eagle Mt Or Egypt as my friends so affectionately call it.
Re-Joined the greatest ward ever!! SS8th ward!! ♥
I spent the rest of August catching up on all the summer fun that I had missed out on.
Swimming Camping Dating Hiking Country Dancing Slurpees .............
September More Dancing Playing Hanging out Having fun New crushes
oh and don't forget the stack of medical bills that started to pile up. ............
October Recieved the greatest miracle. having my medical bills go from $15,000(+) to about $700 total! Halloween parties galore! I had so much fun dressing up this year! ............
November Thanksgiving with my Dad's side of the family was fun! I decided that I don't see the cousins enough. I love them all so much! Good times!! Food, food and more food! Family Fun & yet again, more dating. ;]
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December Party like a rock star! LOL My average bed time this month was 2AM So much fun and well worth it though Game nights staying up late making new friends and new memories
and you guessed it! MORE DATING! :]
Christmas with my Mom! It's always nice to see her!
New Years Bash with new friends and the people that I love to death! :]
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Needless to say, 2009 was an awesome year for:
growth. friendship. dating. patience. fun. overcoming trials. Forgiving. Forgetting. Loving. Laughing. Dancing. Smiling til my cheeks hurt.
♥:.I love to laugh and have fun. I think that laughter is the best medicine. I love with all of my heart and live every day to the fullest.. welcome to my life! .:♥