.:Happy Thanksgiving:.

Happy Turkey Day~!

I'm off to Idaho Falls for the weekend.:D

What about the rest of ya? Got any fun plans for this fabulous holiday weekend??


Peace out!

♥ Shay

.:All I want for Christmas is YOU!:.

So I found this camera and I want it so bad!!! I am totally in love with it. I even dreamed about it last night... lol

.: Learning to Love, Forgive, and Forget:.

I am so grateful for the way that things have been the past couple of months. I have had so much love and support from my friends who have truely helped me to let go of things that happened in the past and to be able to move on a just learn to love again. Some of them have taught me to forgive and forget. While others have been my shoulder to cry on. I don't even know what I would have done if I hadn't been able to talk to them about what was going on in my life. I love all of you guys! I just wanted to let you all know that. And that I truely am ready to love again. I am ready to give my heart to someone and to be in a relationship again. I NEVER thought that it was going to happen. I seriously thought that I was gonna feel like I could never love someone else and all alone forever. But the Lord has helped heal my broken heart and I am eternally thankful.

.:Hair:.

Okay so I wanna dye my hair & cute my hair and I am trying to decide what to do... it's between



Kate Walsh's Reddish Brown color with Jessica Simpson's Length









Nicole Richies Length & color:







Kellie Pickler's or kristin Cavelarri's Length and Sophia Bush's Hair color.









Leave me a comment and let me know what you think :)

.:My Dad:.

So some of you might know that my dad had a brain tumor almost 11 Years ago, and has been cancer free since. Well last week I got an e-mail from my step mom... this is what it said....


"5 times in the last 2 weeks, your dad has had episodes of numbness and drooping on his right side. So far, they seem only temporary but they are visible and last a while. He went to the Dr over a week ago and was sent for another MRI and MRA. They called back and said he had a new dark spot on his brain but that the original surgery site from his brain tumor was clear. Then the Dr left town for a week. Last Thurs at another Dr appointment, the Dr said it appears that he is having mini-strokes. They have done ultra sound testing on his neck and it "appears clean relative to age". They believe the mini-strokes are being caused by small blood clots but don't know where they are coming from. For now, he is on medication that is supposed to thin the blood and diminish the chance for stroke or heart attack. Sometime soon, the Dr. is also trying to set up an appointment for your dad to see a neurologist at the U of U to make sure they are on the right track and do more extensive neurological testing."

Well I was talking to my dad last night and he said that the U couldn't even get him in until January. I am asking all of you that read this to please keep a prayer for him in your heart, that he will be able to get in sooner and that the doctors will be able to figure out and understand what is wrong with him. Also Family is encouraged to fast for him as well. Thanks for the extra prayers in this time of need.

.:BBS (Baggy Britches Syndrome):.

So this past week I found out that I have B.B.S. also known as Baggy Britches Syndrome. I have been on a new diet for a lil over a week and already I am experiencing some of the side effects. Such side effects might include, but are not limited to: More energy, happy/positive attitude. Wake up earlier and easier. Sore muscles (everywhere), Better sleep at night, and constantly having to pull up your briches.

Lol okay so for real it's such a wonderful feeling to know that I am accomplishing my goal to be healthier. I seriously feel so much better! I haven't really noticed too much weight loss as far as my cheap bathroom scale is concerned but my pants are falling off! Yesterday I had to keep pulling them up and today I had to wear a belt, which i had to tighten 2 noches. :) That's such a good feeling. Except the fact that I feel like i look like crap in these baggy clothes and I dont have money or really want to go buy new clothes til I have lost most of the weight that I want to lose. And can I just tell you about my new work out videos that I just got from Beachbody.com.

It's called Rockin' Body. It is so much fun and the past couple of days has really kicked my butt. The cool part is that it's challenging enough that you feel the burn but not to hard that you can't do it. I really hope that doing this will help me shed the pounds. I also really wanna buy Turbo Jam and Hip hop abs... SO i'm savin my pennies. LOL

Well I hope all of you are recovering from the dissapointment of last nights results. I can't help but feel that the Savior is going to come soon. It feels like these are finally the last days. The revelations that have been prophesied for years are happening or are going to happen soon.I am trying to have faith and to follow His plan for me and just keep moving forward, because on God's side, I can't lose.

Have a wonderful wintery-ish day. :)

.:I'm moving to Canada:.

I feel like our Country is doomed. I can't believe that Obama has won. I can't even tell you how sick I am of hearing BLACK this and BLACK that... This election has nothing to do with Race at all. It has everything to do with what is wrong and what is right. And I have strong beliefs that Obama doesn't agree with. It's hard to feel like things are going to be okay. I don't know why I have this feeling of certain failure but I just feel like this country and everything that it stands for and was built upon have been trampled. I feel like my beliefs are no longer going to be valid and that my right to worship is being compromised. I am so sick of the minority of people taking away my rights to worship anywhere that I want to. I don't know why they think that they can do that. I don't know I guess I just have to put it in the Lord's hand and my trust in him that everything will be okay. It's hard. But I will have to do it.